Hi, I haven't been here in a pretty long time. Back in 2010 I lost about 45lbs and was so close to onderland. Then I got pregnant and gained it all back plus some. Now I'm at 270, roughly.

I have to lose this weight and keep it off this time. It's interfering with so many aspects of my life. I am embarrassed to ride the rides at the amusement parks with my kids. I don't want to be in a bathing suit around people. I got married last year, it was a destination wedding, and I didn't even order the pictures they took because I hate my body right now. I don't feel confident at all. I'm about to graduate with my Bachelors in History. I plan on going for my masters so I can teach at the college level and I can't do that at 270lbs I'm way to self conscious.
Hopefully, this time is the last time I need to lose the weight.