Hello.... I need some support
 

Hi Everyone,
I'm Mara and I am the heaviest I have ever been. I am 5'9"tall and weigh over 220. GROSS! I would like to be aobut 160-167/. I am a lifetime member of WW but a failed one. I have been trying and trying to get back into it but I simply do not seem to be able to or want to. I HATE the way I look and feel. Soo what is wroing with me? :dizzy:

Let me start by welcoming you to 3FC, Mara.

And then on that note, there isn't anything wrong with you. I know exactly how you feel. I'm at my heaviest now of 280, and I have tried and tried to get in shape countless times, but I always lost interest about 2 or 3 days after starting.

What helps me is that I find stuff that inspires me, pictures of myself that I hate, pictures of the body I want, clothes I want to wear, inspiration quotes, and I put them every where I help motivate me. There is a tumblr called 1000 Reasons to Lose Weight that I found REALLY inspiring, so I saved countless pictures from it into a folder, and set them as my desktop. Changes every 10 seconds.

I think it's just important to keep yourself motivated. :) "Don't give up! Even the word impossible say I'm possible!"