Hi there!
My first ever post, and I'm already terrified to be here, so I'd love some love and support
I googled "weight loss support," and found this site, touted as "famous weight loss support," so... here goes!
I'm 20, haven't had much trouble with my weight... until now. I used to hover around 140 lbs, but I've packed on 10 lbs in the past two months or so, and the scale just keeps on rising.
I know, I know. I've read through some threads and was blown away by all the AMAZING people here. Seriously, dropping 50 lbs? 100? More than 100?
I am awed by you all, and have so much respect.
I'd really just like to go back to my stable 140 lbs, but the 10 lbs... See, the problem is that when I first started gaining my few pounds, I became more calorie-conscious, but for some reason, this backfired, and I became an intense baker and carb, sugar, and fat lover!
I used to lead a really healthy lifestyle, eating healthy, exercising regularly, but now, I don't exercise, and I just inhale pastries like nobody's business.
I've developed a habit of starting the morning off right with some oatmeal or high-protein/fiber cereal, then devouring a huge, delicious lunch from a restaurant, then crashing into an endless 3-7 pm snackfest, stuffing myself with pop chips, strawberries, fudge, hummus, cheetos, pastries, cookies...
See, I try to keep some of it healthy, out of guilt, but I've become a walking disaster in portion control!
I've gone several days without eating dinner because I was just too FULL from all my snacking. I think I made a meal of Cheetos and Doritos a few times, and then, even when I was so full that my stomach hurt, I ate some KFC around 9 pm because I thought I should eat dinner.
Super long post. You're probably scoffing at me right now (I really hope you aren't).
I know that 10 lbs isn't much to start whining about, but I just don't want to see myself going higher, and I feel so hopeless! I've been trying to lose these 10 lbs for a month now, and it's not working. I just can't shake off my newly developed bad habits.
I've read tons of fitness articles, diet blogs, calorie counting guides, and healthy eating lists... I know what's good for me, and I know what's bad for me.
And yet, around 3 pm, when I tell myself that I'm going to snack on some almonds and prepare that cranberry spinach salad with salmon for dinner... I open the bag of Pop Chips, eat it all, decide that I want something sweet, and start chowing down on some cookies (which I had baked), then granola for deceptively healthy sweet, then hummus for savory, then carrot sticks out of guilt... and then it's 4 pm, and I'm too full, but decide to eat strawberries around 5 pm because all I can think about is food!
Anyways.
Thanks for reading this SUPER long post, and I'm glad to be here.
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