Wow, it's been a while.
 

Last time I was on here was in december...Things got a little crazy and I lost my way...again...how many times have we all said that.

A few weeks ago my boyfriend ask me to marry him, I said yes. Now the wedding is August of 2012...and Im going to lose weight. I want to walk down that Isle with my head up high, smiling, and not worrying about what anyone is saying about my arms...or my rolls. I want to know people are saying..."WOW! She looks so amazing!". I'm going to make it happen...I can not imagine myself walking down the isle as I am right now.

I can't believe I let myself get this way. I never would of thought it would get this bad...but growing up and coming home from school to spend 5 hours on the computer and eating a whole bag of Doritos...how can you not end up like this?
I want this to happen...and Im going to make this happen. Im not going to quit on this like everything else, and im not going to make excuses.

I WANT THIS. I NEED THIS!

1st Goal -- get under 300 lbs...Im barely over it but just making it that far will give me motivation!

2nd Goal -- Wear my real jeans (with buttons and zippers) WHILE being able to breath in them. And throw out my stretchy pants. (I might burn them!)

3rd Goal -- Loose 25 lbs. If I do that...then I know I can do it! I just need to know I can do it, then I won't get depressed...then I won't quit!

I'm not going to have much time to buy a dress...I figure I'm going to buy a dress in February. I would love...absolutely love to be a size 18 (comfortably) to buy the dress...that is my ultimate goal.

Im on here for encouragment and to know im not doing this alone! I need friends who understand what im doing, and check in with me on it. I guess truthfully I need friends in general.

Im 19 years old and 5'1.
Im over 300lbs.
Im a size 30 right now.

Im going to do it this time, and Im not going to quit. :smug:

Welcome back!

You can do it! Looking forward to seeing you around the boards. :)

Welcome back! =)

Best of wishes! Hope to see you around the boards!

Well I am back also--do not know the last time I was on here--but I am ready to be accountable---actually since I was last on here I joined the local "Y", try and make it at least 3-4 times a week, I ran a 5K--that was my goal--I just want to be able to check in with someone--so here I am back at it again

Welcome back! Goodluck on your journey!

Welcome back and congrats on your engagement! You've got plenty of time to get yourself looking extra great for the big day. Good luck! :D