back AGAIN.
 

back again!
i was doing well and posting every so often last year.
i started drinking again which has lead to bad eating habits.
not to mention i lost my 24 hour membership due to visa issues.
luckily i have recently discovered that my school gym doesn't charge or check ID. I worked out for the first time in two months today and feel great.
:carrot:
for a while i was taking the street car to work due to the weather but SF is beautiful and i have begun walking the mile embarcadero to my pier job again.
things are looking up.

i hope to find new friends and motivation on this site.
i am 24, single and living in san francisco.
i couldn't be happier besides the fact that i don't feel comfortable in my own skin.

i am waiting until tomorrow to start my official weigh in, but last i checked i was 174.

well that is my story...
now i am off to explore the site.

amanda <3

Hello Everyone I am new to this site, I'm just learning how to get around the forums. I haven't started an exercise program yet and am having anxiety attacks about weighing myself. I plan on losing 100 lbs. I think I'm around 240lbs now. I was thin my whole life, exercised like a maniac...then something happened and I'm still trying to figure out what that was. Maybe stress, boredom, I'm not really sure. Now I am heavy out of shape, short of breath and my legs hurt just standing. I would like to find support, I need motivation. I am 48yrs old and live in NJ..Hope to talk everyone soon.


-Rose-

Welcome Amanda, Glad to have you back. My advice is to look for a Support group, Chat, or Challange to join; small groups make it easier to get connected. Most sub-forums have groups covering almost every need, find one that inspires or motivates you and just post to join.