Back for one more try..
 

It's me Chrys again. I fell from my path and wandered away from my true goals letting things get in my way, ruin my days, weeks, months. Letting me destroy myself from the inside out.

I have trecked through the jungles of my own insanity and found my road again. And it brought me back.

I am Chrys, I am a compulsive over eater, 292lbs. And a horrible wreck. I cry myself to sleep every night because I can't stand who I am anymore. I am bi-polar but as of late, only extremely depressed. I feel myself slipping, spiraling down toward something I hate more and more. The pain I bear, both physically, emotionally, and mentally is nearly unbearable. But i know there is only one answer, and it's not at the bottom of this pit I have dug.

It is time for me to climb once again out of this pit, and this time fill it in for good. bask in the light that is my hopes of a future I can face, and love. I've come back to try again, and to find help and support I so desperately need.

And I know i sound jumbled, I still cannot put my true thoughts into the words that would do them justice, so they come out sounding like rants and ramblings or an insane woman. Sorry I'm working on it. And thank you if you read this far :hug:

You don't sound insane! You sound like you really want to make a change. Which is good, because that's exactly what it takes to move forward now.

You CAN do this. So many people have, and continue to. You just have to make one good choice, followed by another, and then another.

So what good choices are you going to make today? Tomorrow? Do you have a plan in place?

I'm glad you're back. Stick around!

Hi Chrys and welcome back to 3FC.

You don't sound insane at all :hug:

Good luck with your goals.

Hugs
Michelle

Welcome
 

Hi Chrys, welcome to the forums, we are glad you are here and please keep us up to date on your progress and journey

Welcome!

:queen: Dhani :queen:

Thank you for your warm welcomes, they mean alot to me :)