| Joranha |
09-16-2009 06:30 PM |
Hey new to this!
Hey everyone, I'm new to this and wanted to say to all of you that I've been reading your stories and I just admire you all. I hope I can become as successful! I guess I should start from the beginning with my weight story huh? Well i was always chubby as a kid, but when I was about 11 it slowly crept up as we'd just moved, I was shy and didn't really like going out anymore. Once I turned 15 I was 140 pounds. I was disgusted with myself and started self-harming. I then stopped eating and became anorexic. My lowest weight being 98lbs. Eventually my friends intervened and my weight eventually became a healthy 133lbs. I stayed at that weight for a while but went on the contraceptive pill and it gradually started creeping up. It has just been going up and up since. Last year I was diagnosed with depression and have been on medication since then. Although I feel slightly better in myself in other areas, my weight gain has just sent me down again. I have size 6 (UK) trousers in my wardrobe and I don't know why I kept them. Maybe as a constant reminder of what I used to be. But now I know I need to change. I've been with my boyfriend for 3 years now and we will be getting married within a few years and unless I do something about it now, my weight will keep going up.
Phew that was a lot to get off my chest! Anyway...I go to the gym and I don't eat junk food. I have been doing this for the past 2 months and havent lost anything. Infact I gained 6 pounds and it's definitely not muscle. An average day I will eat a bowl of cereal in the morning, toast for lunch and for dinner it changes but they all involve vegetables of some sort. I don't know what I'm doing wrong so was hoping you could share with me your situations and how you manage to lose weight? I do realise that because I was anorexic my metabolism has slowed down as that always happens, and when you recover that is how you gain weight more easily. So do I need to speed up my metabolism perhaps? Any kind of advice would be nice! Thanks everyone and good luck to you all!
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