i've always been overweight. last year i started weight watchers and was at 222 lbs and just kind of got too busy and kept losing all of my things, so i stopped i made it down to like 208. now i am at 206.6 and really am ready for a change.
mostly i want to do this for myself. i really would like to be a musician and feel that my insecurity in my weight is something that really holds me back.
probably the things that will be hardest to overcome are starbucks and sweets. i just love sweet things. and i go to starbucks at least once a day!! which probably wouldn't be so bad if i didn't also love sweets so much. it is sad.
and i feel like my personality doesn't match my body. plus i love shopping and i hate that so much of what i would love to wear doesn't fit me or looks absolutely terrible. i manage what i can, but there's so much that i can't do because of my size.
i posted pictures from today on my 3fc blog, i can't post links here yet! but soon.
ok i can't wait to meet people who i can encourage and can help encourage me (and keep me accountable!!)

