I'm new to this board and thought that I would introduce you guys to little old me- tell you guys a little bit about myself as well as my struggles with weight throughout my life. My name is Jen and I'm twenty-three years old, I'll be twenty-four in another month or so. I'm a pretty outgoing person compared to what I used to be, I love reading just about anything, writing short stories and roleplaying boards, hanging out with my friends, SHOPPING, am a vegetarian, and just spending time with my family and friends. My friends and family are immensely important to me, and I would give just about anything for them. I have two nieces who are three and four, and a nephew who is going to be turning one in a couple weeks. Just seeing the smile on their faces lights up my world.
I've struggled with my weight for a while. When I was a kid I was extremely active and always pretty skinny. Until I got into middle school. I went through something pretty traumatic, I was sexually abused and I think that's around when my weight issues started. It wasn't like the flip of a switch and I gained all the weight, though, it was progressive and continued throughout high school, where I only went on one date. In a way, I think it was my way of hiding and protecting myself from getting hurt again.
I do regret some of the decisions I've made as far as that is concerned, but have since really tried to forgive the person that hurt me. Since then my weight has fluctuated. I lost a bunch of weight about four years ago, inspired by my amazing sister Cheryl who has lost ninety pounds! She's incredible and such a source of inspiration for me. She's also easily one of my best friends. But after I got together with my boyfriend three years ago, I've been slowly putting on weight ever since. I kind of fell into his eating habits as well as those of his family. But I'm ready to get back on track now, for myself as well as for my sister Cheryl's wedding where I will be the maid of honor. I really want to look good when I'm by her side, and not be a chubby maid of honor.I've only just started my journey this week, dieting started on Monday and today is my first day of working out (I'm doing Tae Bo Amped). I started out at 208.8 pounds and my goal is to get down to 150. So, I was just looking for a place where there will be support and encouragement, instead of people offering me candy when I tell them that I'm on a diet! <3 thank you guys so much, I hope this community can be a tool to keep me on track. I feel really optimistic and positive, and hope to be able to work hard and accomplish this
Jen 
I'm sorry about what you went though. The ladies here are very helpful and can get you through this.
