3 Fat Chicks on a Diet Weight Loss Community

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Hello. I just joined today. To be quite honest, I joined because I wanted to be able to use the signature thing. Why do I need to use it here? Simply because I'm terrified of using it anywhere else. That's right. I avoid letting anyone from any Internet community that I'm on of the fact that I'm overweight. I do post pictures of myself, but only ones made by me, and usually results of hours trying to get a picture in which I look normal.

So I'm trying to get to work to get my signature:)
On Tuesday I'm starting my new, healthy diet. I will start going jogging three times a week and swimming 3-6 times a week.
I will be consuming 1500 calories tops per day. I'm trying to have as little soda as I possibly can, since I'm currently very much into Pepsi Light. I plan to allow myself to have it once a week. With a lowering of that ratio in mind.

I stand at 171-172 centimeters, which is about 5"8.5'. My ideal goal is to lose 40kilos which means about 82 pounds, though 30 kilos(60-62 pounds) would be medically sufficient. My personal goal that I will follow is 40 kilos thought and that is final.:DThat would be reaching the weight I've always dreamt of, and I will be able to make it, no doubts there. I guess you figured I still can't mention my weight. It's just who I am. I see it as a great shame and personal failure to be fat.