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Originally Posted by lotusflowerbomb
I too need help restarting. I have not been consistently on the program starting July 3 when I had a slice of a co-workers b-day cake, then my excuse was July 4th desserts, went to the state fair and had some smoked turkey leg, then turned around and ate a corn dog, then we had another cookout the following weekend not so bad not totally off, went to a few movies and had popcorn, then I went on a binge after my not so good weigh in, 4 straight days of having one meal off plan (including part of a funnel cake with ice cream), Called myself getting back on plan, but I ate some rotisserie spare ribs, threw that up because my stomach couldn't digest all of that grease. Swore I was going to get back on plan and went out to have a last meal of Nachos, followed by a McDonald breakfast of a sausage biscuit and hash brown which I didn't enjoy. Swore again that I was going to be OP, went all day 100% OP, went to the local Italian restaurant and ordered grilled salmon and broccoli rabe. Why did I eat the 3 small homemade bread rolls??? What is wrong with me? I need to get back to the place I was when I first started and stuck to the plan. I don't know how! I have had great success with the program and I know that I know that I know, once I am in ketosis that I won't have all of these cravings. Maybe I have gotten comfortable at my current weight, now that I can wear a size 14 in a regular store. I still have 45-50lbs to lose. If this plan doesn't work for me, I don't know what will. This is my last hope. I am feeling that I need therapy.
I was thinking that maybe I would take a break and then start again.
I am in this spiral of being on plan and cheating, beating myself up starting again, then sabotaging myself somehow.
For those that are 100% OP, please let me know how you do it.
I do it because I committed to doing this. It helps that I want to do it, because I value my health, because I love knowing every day I'm getting my body in better and better condition even when the scale doesn't move or my clothes aren't feeling any looser. I know the loss in pounds and inches is coming, maybe in the next hour. I know I can only do this 1 day at a time, 1 minute at a time. I do not worry that in 5 minutes I will cheat. I simply expect that I will stay OP. If I have anything off program, it might be a little extra protein but then I typically work out 5 times a week, 2 of those are pretty intense and I've been exercising for a while (years) so not exercising would be difficult (have back and body injuries which require I keep strong to stay painfree or as close to that as possible.)
I think timing is important in starting a diet and being able to commit to it. If you aren't ready, you will waffle and put yourself through misery starting, cheating, stopping, starting, etc.
You know what to do and how to do it. When the time is right, do it and don't look back. Keep looking forward, expect the best of yourself, love yourself, you are worth it, but you have to believe that and want to be healthier and weigh less.
When I started, I refused to go out to eat for the first month. I would entertain at home, using a carefully crafted menu. Be careful who you hang around with, your environment - if you're not strong - can sway you easily into doing something that's not for your ultimate good.