Ok most of you know this week has been nothing more than an emotional roller coaster for me. With my grandpa passing away Monday and the visitation and funeral yesterday and today, I was a basket case to say the least.
We had a blizzard like no other thrusday and early Friday. And I had to decide to take the risk and make the trip to Iowa Friday not having a clear road condition report or leave early this AM.
I decided for all of us that leaving today would be best. We scooted out at 6:30am and got there at 10:15 or so and the service was over. I jumped out of our car because I seen the casket being brought out of the funeral home to the hurse. I just broke down. I walked in the door and unlce just hugged me to tight, then mom, dad, sis and cousins all came over. I went to find dh when my other unlce and mom were in the limo got out and opened the door for me to ride with them. We got to the cemetery and the shelter was up for us to go into out of the wind, I just cried I did not get to say good by, I did not get to see him one last time. my unlce and cousin just gave me the biggest hugs. I have a white rose from the flowers on the casket
At the luncheon I seen people who I have not seen in years. One NSV that came about all of this is the compliments on how good I looked
My moms oldest bro told me how beautiful I was (in all of their eyes my sis and I were and always will be beautiful and they always told us that all the time) and he thanked dh for taking care of me and the kids
and my unlce who is 6 years older than moi told me how good I lloked and there was a lot less of me than the last time he saw me
Then we made the rounds to other peoples houses for visits them home.
I am emotionally tapped out, I ate terrible and I feel like crud so off to bed for me