I just want to say thank you for all your support. It really means a lot to me. I did want to give up on Friday. I wanted to throw in the towel and just be done, go eat a piece of cheese. But because of you I didn't. I took everything ya'll said to heart and have reevaluated myself. I was eating my 4 cups of veggies but I wasn't taking advantage of the free lettuce. I also was able to sleep this weekend and didn't feel like I had a million things to do. I have added some lettuce to my day and so far yesterday and today have been good. I do realize that I should eat when I am hungry instead of ignoring it because it is putting my body into starvation. I talked to my coach and she said to eat a hard boiled egg (just the whites) and if that doesn't help do another packet.
I wanted to quit so bad, but then I thought of my struggle and my life. I lost my mother when I was 12, she was 36 and in good health. I am 30 and am not near the shape she was in, not even 1/4. I have IR and have been told by doctors it will be the biggest struggle of my life to lose weight and it will take a very long time. I need to stop looking at the scale as a means of my health and start revamping my diet to help me.
I have decided to try new things and if I didn't like it, that is fine. I don't have to have it again. I started by placing a large order with WF. If you put in the code WW-Q1212-05 you can buy 5, get 5 free. It came out to about $3.30 a bottle with shipping and I am okay with that (well I guess I have to be). I am going to start being more inventive with my food and try to make things that I am happy to eat.
I have not strayed from program at all, and I am happy for that. My 11 year anniversary is in a month and 10 days and I told DH that if I am doing extremely well and don't cheat I MAY allow myself a cheat for sticking in there, so that is my motivation (I know, kinda sad right!!)
Sorry this is so long. I just wanted to express my gratitude for this community.
Thanks,
Kelly

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