Well fellow dieters, i am sad and dissapointed in myself once again. I started doing IP..thought it was going to be good..Of course i dont have the kind of money it takes to do the actual IP products, so i tried alternative products except that the only "alternative" was Atkins shakes which people keep telling me are too high in fat and calories and carbs. So i thought "oh okay, fine..i will just do atkins until i figure out another alternative to atkins shakes..aka Paypal, proti diet.. well i go onto Atkins, drink the stupid shakes and eat like Atkins people do.. and i jump on the scale..and the scale doesnt jump..I mean.. im drinking those atkins shakes 4 times a day and eating a moderate fat lean protein veggie dinner ...
So i just dont know what to do? I feel like im failing here...it feels like the moment i try a new diet, there is always something that comes against me..If its IP..then it not having the right kind of shakes..If its Atkins, then its too many shakes..I dont know...
Im just so dissapointed and ive gone back to eating bread and whatever else i want because im at a loss as to what to do now...I want IP to work for me..i see success in everyone as i read the forums and im sick of being this fat obese girl thats going to walk down the isle in less than a year..I shouldnt be afraid of getting my picture taken with my beautiful baby girl..but instead i say "no no.. please, im not photogenic".. which isnt true..The truth is..i am...but my happiness is hidden by a layer of fat which has caused me to hide away and be fat.
I appreciate the kindness of people on these forums..and i appreciate the suggestions..but let me fill you in on a few things. I live in Canada..EAS doesnt exist here in Port Hardy(a town of 4000) The only available shake is Atkins or Slim-fast and the Edge protein shake...The Edge stuff i have and it tastes horrible..it makes me gag..Because im Canadian..its hard ordering stuff online and i dont even own a visa card..weird right? So that means i use paypal... i finally found a paypal sites that sells proti diet..will this work?? Or is it a lost cause?
Someone out there tell me that its going to work..that i can lose this weight..

