I am still having to post from work so it is kind of catch as catch can. Well, judi you nailed it when you said you'd hate yourself in about 3 weeks if you just gave up now. I have repeated that to myself a few times. Hectic, stressful, that is my life now, but it won't be so forever. The plan is to maintain some semblence of healthy behaviour until school is out. Then, I promise myself, I will devote essential time to myself in terms of food prep, diet, and exercise. Until then it is more or less just damage control.