Dream A Little Dream..
I was reading a post earlier on this forum and it made me think of an old lost love of mine. I'd actually like any input on the subject..
I met a guy a few years ago. We'd talked regularly online before we ever met. (Of course, just general chat..not online dating or anything). Eventaully, we decided to meet after 6 years...
We had amazing chemistry and besides the fact we were both in our late 2's, acted like children together. (All the lovey dovey stuff)!
Anyway, after about 6 months, we became engaged. We moved in together and everything was great! ..For a while. (Yes, we moved WAY too fast!)
His family didn't care for me and mine didn't care for him. (We met online and automatically that was a red flag for ALL of them).
Anyway, I went to visit my family and he up and kicked me out! No warning.. something about "Taking A Break" for a while.
Well, when I got home, after a few weeks of him acting strange. I mailed his ring to him because for him to be cavalier and disregard my feelings the way he did, was just a deal breaker...IT WAS OVER!
After all the pain I went through after that. I still think of him often. I hear through mutual friends that he is happy, but still not in a relationship, but has a date every once in a while.
How long does it usually take to get over a person. I wonder why he hates me so much. I don't feel I did anything wrong, even now.
In some ways, maybe I still love him...but that is a bit far fetched.
What do you guys think about all this?? Wow..now my mind is thinking way too much about this!
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