I want to see some definition in my thighs... There's some there already, but it'd be nice to see actual muscles!
Oh and the strangest thing is, that even though I'm seeing new things and my calves can look pretty nice in heals - my skin, the tone and the goose flesh and things still make my legs look far from movie star perfect! I guess I'm going to have to start a self-tanning thing going if I want to look like a goddess!
I want to look good for when I compete in pageants again next summer. I know that despite how they make you think that these scholarship programs aren't actually beauty pageants, I know that beauty has something to do with it. Many people hate pageants, but the Miss American Organization pageants do help a lot of young women and the scholarship money is much needed. I know that once I win that crown I can really help other people and it's just something that I really want.
I also want to feel better about my appearance so I can have a little more self confidence
I can't wait to see an actual, defined waist. I am completely round between bust and thighs, you can only tell where my waist is 'cause my pants leave an impression. And also muscles in my upper arms... biceps and... what's the muscle underneath where the flab hangs now? Triceps? I see that waving at me every morning while I'm using the dumbbells and I'm waiting for that to go away!
PS: I have totally been waiting for a reason to use that sumo smiley!
I was interested in this comment since I am checking into boob surgery also since mine are just plain old humongous!!
I had a lift done when I was at goal before. It was $5000, about, and the results were FANTASTIC. Absolutely, utterly fantastic. I would have it done every year, if I had to. Without hesitation. Ask any questions you like.
A smaller, less spherical behind. And a flatter stomach. Even when I was a size five, my middle has always been thickish. I don't mind the bottom of my rear being curvy, its the top of my behind and lower back that is where I get the roundness from. Curves I love...it's the bulk that has to go!
PS...2frustrated...you'll always be a goddess!! Gooseflesh and all!! You're enthusiasm always brightens my day!!