Hi guys, it feels like it's been forever.
The title must be confusing you all so let me explain.
I met this person on a website called tumblr, she's one year younger than me and stuff and we were talking and I found out she lives REALLY close to me. So she said we should meet up sometime. I am worrying and excited at the same time.
Because...
I haven't had a friend in close to 4 years. Mostly because I don't want one, but I have insecurities and stuff. Obviously my weight, looks, and voice (I have a lisp and a cracky voice which makes me sad but theres not much I can do) Anyway I'm scared and not sure if I should take a chance and get judged or back out and play it safe.
Maybe if I lose more weight things will be better????
I'm really happy with my body, I see changes and I'm comfortable but I don't think I could meet someone.... I don't feel good enough. And I apologize for springing this on to you all. I need your opinions since you all have good ones. What should I do?
Blah I'm so nervous I can't even type, thanks for reading.