Basically in a nutshell, my mom is literally a crazy drunk. I'm not just saying that, she really truly is. She essentially made my life from ages 0-16 a living ****, and that is in part a HUGE reason why I gained so much weight.
At 16 I realized what she was, and that the horrible things she said to me weren't true, and I started standing up for myself. Since then, our relationship has gone from bad to worse. Her mom was really bad to her, and so I think she has issues with women because of it (she gets along with my brother even though he uses her for money/steals from her/talks down to her) hence her being horrible to me.
Well, on Friday to make a long story short she got off of work and was really really really drunk. I guess I was slightly rude, but I'm fed up with her behavior, and said I didn't want to talk to her when she was like that. It's hard, and upsetting, when I want to tell my mom I aced my Microbiology quiz and she's slurring her words and stuff. Well she told me to leave, and I did. On Saturday I came back to explain my behavior and apologize if it seemed rude. Well, I guess she stewed over the situation with a bottle of brandy (it was 11 AM...) and drunk as ever she told me like, the most horrible things ever. Petty stuff, trying to break me down and all that. My mom is good at zeroing in on a person's weaknesses and pointing them out to you in a situation like that. Subsquently my ENTIRE family is estranged from her and she does not have a friend in the world. No joke.
I tried not to cry, but it's hard hearing your mother tell you she doesn't think she loves you and that you're a *****.
At the end, she said she was done with me and blah blah blah, I left and I don't intend to ever speak to her again. I'm serious too.
But it just occurred to me, that I'm under her health insurance. I don't need her at all except for that. It's REALLY good insurance and I need it. I have to get my wisdom teeth taken out in January, my glasses are breaking and too weak, and I have chronic eczema and stuff...my appendix was taken out in October 08 and I didn't pay a penny except for the vicodin prescription. It's good insurance, I NEED it. My dad can get insurance but it doesn't cover vision or dental and it's extremely expensive....
While I don't know if she'll cancel my insurance (she may) but she sure as **** won't give me any of the paperwork. I have to send in a form and my school schedule to verify I'm not slacking off. I don't know what to do. I could try to have my brother talk to her, but she always justifys everything in her head as everyone elses fault. She can do no wrong, and in the past she's held things like this over my head as a "punishment". So I don't know...
I guess I'm mostly venting. I'm not sure what to do. Maybe some of you real adults can give me some advice. *sigh*