So deeply sorry that you lost your beloved Toby. As a vet, I can tell you that you are completely normal in your grief- these little guys are often the only sane aspects of our lives- little furry bundles of love and sass that keep us laughing and remind us that life really is about joy (and a good nap!) I hope that your many wonderful memories of Toby (plus some Freddy snuggles) keep you going. And take extra good care of your self- you deserve plenty of TLC right now, too.

oh i also gave the little kitten to my son on his 6th birthday but he always demand one more now i have six kittens at my home,...

:hug: