I feel exactly the same way....quite frankly, I am not sure I want to KNOW.

Truthfully, anytime I think about going into therapy and tackling it, I start to hyperventilate. I am NOT ready to face ALL my demons. Will I need to someday, probably, but not today.

my grandma was in therapy since my mom was a little child. You know what she did? She dwelled on her problems for 40 + years... and then committed suicide. :(

Of course, I'm not saying that therapy is bad. I did it and it helped me tremendously. But only because it taught me how NOT to dwell on things.

I really can't help much here...but as I was reading I was thinking that, ENNAY, your focus for the next 18+ years are going to be on that sweet little thing on your belly....that FOCUS should help leave those :fr: :yikes: in the dust..Prayers :hug:

lol...ironic since when I post he's usually nursing..."belly" is not quite accurate ;)

Thanks Gary, I agree I have 2 beautiful kiddos....they are worth being healthy and happy for.

I absolutely agree with that you need to identify the issue in order to safeguard against it!

:rofl: gary is being BASHFUL....or courteous....both seem equally odd. :p

And I guess technically he is ON my belly- the boy has to lay somewhere.