| insekur |
04-07-2005 03:46 PM |
Thank God Daily
Hi everyone, i have a testimony. Last week i was struck with anxiety and panic attacks, also got hit with a nasty bout of the stomach flu. I don't think my life will ever be the same. As i was anxious and panicky all i could do was cry and walk around like a lost soul, then i got on my knees and prayed like I haven't prayed in years and years. When I did i asked Jesus to come back into my heart and give me the peace and serenity that I need in my life and to help me to follow him. I was scared and called everyone i know to pray for me, well those who are faith based. I wandered into churches seeking pastors to put there hands on me and listened intently to christian music and preachings. During this time I had to go to the hospital for dehydration and some blood work, this is when i found out i had a stomach virus. I prayed and prayed and prayed, i called my mom and dad and cried and cried and cried. I knew i couldn't make it alone. As I resumed health, problems in my relationship started to occur because my boyfriend didn't understand all the changes i was trying to bring into our home. We have been together almost three years and were on the verge of breaking up, but instead we got engaged. It will be a long engagement and we will seek premarital counseling thru church, but i really believe he is the one. I'm looking for other believers who can encourage and pray for us, and those who need encouragement and prayer. Thru this I have seen changes in my attitude with weightloss, just one week ago i was obsessed with the perfect body, i body i knew i'd never have but wanted desperately, i polluted my body with diet pills and fad diets never taking into consideration that all i have to do is nourish myself. I think i can finally see food as that, nourishment, and not the enemy.
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