Trish, what a wonderful post, thank you so much. I firmly believe in prayer and that God answers prayers, ALL prayers. It may not be the answer we want but He does answer. I have been prayed for, too , in Church and on Prayer Chains and here at 3FC, I still have cancer but what I have been given is even more important. I have the peace that passes all understanding. Philippians 4:7.
I will continue to keep you in my prayers as well. I believe we have to continue to pray for you and all others. WE NEVER GIVE UP OR STOP PRAYING.
When my Daddy asked each of us girls if we were willing to let our Mother go, I said to him "I will let her go when she is ready, but until then I will stay in faith for her". I did the same thing for my cousin who passed away a few weeks ago. I just believe that is what we are supposed to do. We are praying for people in our church right now who are battling or have battled cancer. Some are cancer free while others still battled, but we continue the fight with them in love and prayer.
WE NEVER GIVE UP OR STOP PRAYING .... When my Daddy asked each of us girls if we were willing to let our Mother go, I said to him "I will let her go when she is ready, but until then I will stay in faith for her". I did the same thing for my cousin who passed away a few weeks ago. I just believe that is what we are supposed to do. We are praying for people in our church right now who are battling or have battled cancer. Some are cancer free while others still battled, but we continue the fight with them in love and prayer.
^That^ is so well put!!! I believe the very same thing. My mother had cancer -- she had successful surgery (the recovery was tough though) but had a colostomy for the rest of her life; and, she always said that "she was just glad to be alive" partly becuz her children were all so young. However, she passed away of something else at only 56 yy. We have some survivors in our family, and we have lost some as well, but like you I believe they are all in heaven and at peace (I have even had dreams about that).
I was talking to my Aunt today about why some diseases don't seem to respond to prayer as much, like Alzheimers (the disciples asked JESUS about this too). I said that I'm not so sure that GOD hasn't answered some of our prayers for him becuz my DH has had this a very long time (we know that now), but the diagnosis took a long time becuz he kept saying there was nothing wrong with him. We now know those things that I kept praying to GOD about so earnestly many years ago (abnormal behavior, thoughts & other issues) were all a part of EARLY-ONSET Alzheimers. Hind-sight is 20-20 they say; and this is a very good example of that.
Now this disease is taking on a horrific acceleration this year -- but in the spring, my DH had a significant HOLY SPIRIT experience, when his priest prayed over him (laying hands on his head) and every single other congregant at a Pentecost service. Since then, I have noticed a huge spiritual difference in him. He prays with me every day. He even "weeped" on his knees for GARY MILLER (EZMONEY) when we were praying for him; and yet he has never met him. I asked my DH why he was crying and he said that he just felt so bad for him (meaning, Gary). That is the Holy Spirit working in someone for sure; and he said that he often gets chills when I pray for people.
Now I have to put my TRUST in GOD -- that he will take care of both of us. Some things we have to leave in his hands. I told GOD today that I feel like MOSES -- I don't know what's going to happen or where I am going with this disease and afterwards; but like you said, I know that GOD has a plan for my life, and I must trust him with that but it sure isn't easy as you know.
It is even harder when someone reminds me that DH may not live that long (I am facing that prospect too, although that would be merciful for him); or when his doctor had told me this would take years to progress and now changed her diagnosis this week to say that she thinks that he's almost ready for institutionalization now --- I have all these decisions to make, but it's the first time I've had handle anything like this for myself, esp knowing what decisions to make at what time, on top of dealing with DH on a daily basis, as the symptoms are getting more complicated & difficult to deal with.
That is why yours prayers for us are so very important. They give me hope and help lift me up, giving me strength for what I have to face now and as time goes by. So thanks so much for all your prayers for us; they are very appreciated.
LAURA ~ praying that nasty cold goes away real soon.
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I finally feel like I'm shaking off this crummy cold. I got back to the Y today and was able to do a 3-hour workout. I feel good that so many people asked about me when I wasn't at the Y for a week (out of town and then sick once I came home.) My friend Heather, who works out with me, was glad to see me back so everyone would quit asking her where I was. It really helps keep me accountable to know that I can't skip a week and go unnoticed.
I'm pretty tired so I'm headed to bed. I have to work out early tomorrow because I gotta babysit my nephew again. I don't wanna take him with me because I'd have to skip yoga so I'll go before my sister leaves for work. Nitey nite
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workout was good today. Only got in 2 & 1/2 hours before I had to go babysit though. Would've liked to stay for another half hour or so. Calorie intake is good so far. Took my nephew outside in his galoshes to splash in the rain puddles. We all need to act like a kid sometimes, lol. We had fun!
LAURA ~ glad you are feeling better today; and managed to get back to the gym which you love. I agree that it's good to act like kids and have some fun sometimes too. DH and I played Chinese Checkers tonight, just for fun.
So we had a busy afternoon; running around to a doctor's appt, then a few other places. Picked up a few groceries and dinner; and slippers for DH. I counted that as my walking as we walked around 4 different places and were gone over 3 hours. We didn't have our dinner til 7 pm tonight.
My eating was very good this week; actually it was under for 3 days and last night my blood sugars dipped (horrible feeling), so I made sure to eat more today. I had also gone for an extra-long walk so I think that added to the problem. Think I'll go back to just one full block until it feels more comfortable for me. I don't want to hurt myself overdoing it.
DH was a bit better today; but still very confused and a bit agitated. We got some temporary calming meds for that today until the doctor confers with the specialist on Monday as to what meds she thinks are best for him. These meds may help him sleep better; he's sleeping now so that's good.
Think I'll hit the hay earlier tonight too! Hope you all have a wonderful weekend ...
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I'm Amy, 36, and Episcopal. I'd really like to join in
It's so wonderful to have a forum and thread such as this. I want to get closer to the Lord and I hope I can gain some strength from this thread and forum. I haven't been going to church much lately, I am not a regular attendee, usually I go every few weeks or months but I love my church. I think I will go this Sunday though. I like my Pastor very much and she has helped me out a lot. I have The Message on loan from my church and haven't used it much because I am not sure where to gain encouragement and wisdom. I wish there was a Bible study near me that I could attend when I don't work or someone to connect with regarding lessons of the Bible.
Anyways, I hope to give support, hope and encouragement to you. I look forward to hearing from all of you too!
Rosebud-You and your DH and other family members are in my prayers. I'm so glad you've seen such spiritual growth in your DH lately. That's always encouraging even in the face of physical and mental challenges. God knows what your DH needs and He will provide. He will also provide for you in your concern and stress over how to best care for your husband. I'm just so sorry you're going through this.
Gary-You and Angie and your family are in my prayers, also. Our God is so powerful and I know He is providing healing in your body and spirit. But, like I said to Rosebud, I'm so sorry you are going through this.
Bargoo-And, you, too, are always, always in my prayers. You're always such an encouraging voice to all of us!
Amy-Welcome!
Hello to everyone else, too! Glad to hear of some of your praises and victories this week!
It's just been a very busy week. 2 football games, plus doctor appointments for DH and getting DS3's truck fixed and new tires. Seems like I'm still running and running around, but not accomplishing anything.
Turned 50 on Wednesday and then Friday was our 22nd anniversary, but haven't had time to even go out for dinner or anything to 'celebrate'. Plus, it's getting so hard to deal with the stupid food allergies that it almost seemed harder to go out than to just cook at home. Maybe I'm just to the 'angry' part of the so-called grieving process when your life takes a big change....I don't know... Plus, I just feel old lately and DH's problems at work just continue on and on. It's starting to get to him that he was terminated (wrongfully and then reinstated completely), but the employees who've actually been committing fraud over and over for the last few years haven't been punished in any way at all I know that no one promised us a 'fair' life, but it would be nice to sometimes see the bad guys get what's coming to them, you know? Plus, now, the union is threatening to strike, which will put us back in the problem of no income......and on and on it goes. Sorry to be such a downer this evening
Well, I'm gonna watch the race. Hope you all have a nice weekend. You're in my prayers.
AMY ~ join us for sure; the more, the merrier, I say.
LAURA ~ on those 2 lbs, which brings you to a 25% loss for you; that's a nice milestone.
TRISH ~ you are correct about the weekends being a bit slower around here.
Yeah, DH slept all through the night, so that's a victory in my Alzheimer's home management plan, which is what I am trying to get the doctors to understand. I've worked in 4 nursing homes, so "I KNOW" how they deal with their symptoms there and in hospitals too. I wonder why some doctors hesitate to give the same kind of help to family caregivers -- so I'm gonna push them on that one. They have a whole team of help there, and home caregivers are on their own; but if they had the same kind of help, they could manage people at home much longer, I think. I know at some point I will have to when I can't handle him at home anymore, but I want to care for him here for as long as I can first.
We had cold and for most of the day. WE had a nice visit from DH's sister and her SIL/friend this afternoon and that was nice for both of us. I really appreciate their support. Eating is going well; but I just took it easy today -- having a rest day. I just did my indoor walking and toning exercises.
Hope you all have a Superbly Serene Sunday tomorrow ...
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Rosebud, Trish, Bargoo- I continue to lift you up in prayer.
Tonight my friend Krystol had a small get-together, a puzzle party! 3 card tables, each with the same puzzle on it and a couple at each table and plenty of snacks (most fairly healthy) and we all had a great time. Her mom and dad promise to host the next one in January. I think that is such a neat idea. I had so much fun I just thought I'd share. My hunny lives over 2 hours away and had to work tonight anyway so she said I should bring my mom for my "date." Hope everyone else had a fun Saturday night too!
Welcome, Amy!
Rosebud, am praying for you and your husband right now.
Laura, way to go on more weight released!
Ronni, a belated happy BD and anniversary to ya!
Trish, sorry about your recent loss of your cousin.
Bargoo, just prayed for you too.
This morning I am asking the Lord once again for help and direction in my diet and exercise program. I keep starting off with high hopes and lots of goals but am having a hard time carrying that through for very long--lots of starts and stops lately. I've been falling down a lot on my program and doing opposite of what I want to be doing. I know God has better for me than what I am experiencing.
Thinking it through:
I really would love to get back on track and take off the remaining excess weight I am carrying and then keep it off. I totally believe that as His child, His grace is sufficient and His plan is for me to walk closely with Him in all things, including how I take care of my body. Why is it so hard sometimes, I wonder? It must be somehow that I am trying to do this in my own pitiful strength. I have tasted His freedom from the bondage of overeating and emotional eating and I'd like that back for good--making positive choices moment by moment ech day and a happy, healthy balance with food and exercise.
I'd appreciate prayer.
Thanks,
Paula
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I believe we have to continue to pray for you and all others. WE NEVER GIVE UP OR STOP PRAYING. 
I have all these decisions to make, but it's the first time I've had handle anything like this for myself, esp knowing what decisions to make at what time, on top of dealing with DH on a daily basis, as the symptoms are getting more complicated & difficult to deal with.
Hi, may I join?
Amy. Weedends are usually slow around here. Looking forward to getting to know you.
*happy dance!*
Plus, I just feel old lately and DH's problems at work just continue on and on. It's starting to get to him that he was terminated (wrongfully and then reinstated completely), but the employees who've actually been committing fraud over and over for the last few years haven't been punished in any way at all
I know that no one promised us a 'fair' life, but it would be nice to sometimes see the bad guys get what's coming to them, you know? Plus, now, the union is threatening to strike, which will put us back in the problem of no income......and on and on it goes. Sorry to be such a downer this evening
AMY ~ join us for sure; the more, the merrier, I say. 
on those 2 lbs, which brings you to a 25% loss for you; that's a nice milestone. 
for most of the day. WE had a nice visit from DH's sister and her SIL/friend this afternoon and that was nice for both of us. I really appreciate their support. Eating is going well; but I just took it easy today -- having a rest day. I just did my indoor walking and toning exercises.
