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I'm ready, I'm doing this for me. :)
http://farm6.static.flickr.com/5286/...3f6c4a0d5a.jpg A couple of years ago I was involved in a GREAT youth group. My grandmother would take me to church every Sunday, I had fantastic pastors, and I loved the support I felt in my church. But then my youth group leaders moved to a different state and the youth group broke up, sadly. My grandmother also moved away which only pulled me further away from the church. My mother isn't religious, the rest of my family isn't religious, and soon my relationship with Christ ended. My faith has been tested in ways that has brought me so much sorrow and for the last two years I've been a mess; disordered and lost. Here I am now, 16 years old and ready to rekindle my love with the Lord and the church. :) My friend is helping me through this; sharing with me daily bible verses, openly talking to me about my struggles, helping me build this ever-lasting relationship with Christ that I desperately want and need. I'm still hanging on God, trusting You. I am a Christian, I sin. I struggle with my faith even though I know God is always there. I have doubts, anger, grief but I also have love, forgiveness, and compassion. I get lonely even though I have a God who loves me, willing to meet me at any given moment. I have a testimony even though sometimes I forget how much Christ truly saved me. I am scared of the future even though I have a promise he will always be with me. I have been given more than I will ever deserve yet sometimes I focus too much on what I don’t have. I am called to be Christ’s hands and feet though sometimes I’m too wrapped up in my own world to notice someone else in need. I’ve been known to speak hate instead of love. I am guilty of seeing someones flaws first instead of looking for the beauty. I am a Christian, I sin. I am such a mess. But I am God’s mess. That gives me hope, the fact that through all my shortcomings He still claims me and speaks love over me. The fact that in my sin He still calls my name. Tonight, for the first time in two years, I will pray to Him. :) http://farm6.static.flickr.com/5161/...e986e6e58e.jpg |
Wow, for being so young you know some things that took me so many years to figure out.
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Love, Kelli |
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http://farm6.static.flickr.com/5286/...3f6c4a0d5a.jpg Right now I'm taking my time to build my relationship with Him. :) I'm becoming aware that He is with me always and I'm gaining support through the church and, of course, the wonderful people here. I'm also going to read the Bible from cover to cover. I never have and I'm going to! :D Please, pray for me. :hug: http://farm6.static.flickr.com/5161/...e986e6e58e.jpg |
You got it, I will pray for you.
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SIERRA ~ I agree; this is a lovely post! I think most, if not all Christians, know exactly how you feel. I was just thinking about how some people expect Christians to be perfect. Christian just means that we are followers of Christ; and we have joined GOD's family. The label Christian doesn't change the fact that we are human with flaws & shortcomings; but thank the LORD, we are covered by HIS GRACE and His righteousness (it is not of ourselves, by any means, as you already know).
I read the bible daily (morning & evening); I do a small devotional (DAILY BREAD) in the AM that starts with a bible verse and related reading. They teach me so much and don't take very long (about 5 minutes). I do my morning prayers starting with the LORD's PRAYER from Matthew & Luke; and prayers for my family, friends, and special prayer requests like yours. In the evening before bed sometime, I read a PSALM; many of them are so very comforting. Often, I will also read 1-2 Chapters of a specific book of the bible that I want to study at that time -- i.e. one from the New Testament. When I was young in my Faith Journey, I started with the NEW TESTAMENT, then branched out to the books of the Old Testament like Psalms, Proverbs, etc after that. I also like to memorize short, favorite verses so that I can recall them at any moment. I say the book, chapter & verse, before & after; and this helps me recall it better. I still remember verses that I memorized when I was young to this day ... Will gladly send up some prayers for you too ... :hug: |
http://farm6.static.flickr.com/5286/...3f6c4a0d5a.jpg Thank you, both of you, for your words of wisdom. <3 I'm terribly sorry I have not been on lately. I'm going through so many things right now that I've lost track of time and I've not had the time to get on the computer. Things have been up, down, sideways, in circles, but I'm getting there. I'm making little progress, but progress none-the-less. I will definitely remember what you two have said and work more on developing a close relationship with Christ. :) http://farm6.static.flickr.com/5161/...e986e6e58e.jpg |
Continued prayers for you Kiddo :angel:
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Sierra, welcome amd may God richly bless you.
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