So my best friend has decided that she wants to join the local Planet Fitness and wants me to join with her... I'm freaking out!! I am at 242lbs and I
am so completely terrified of the thought that people will be looking at me and judging me. I know this is a problem for most big people, but I also have social anxiety, that I have had before I even got big. I don't know what to do because I really do want to go.... Another thing that is hard for me is that I have never actually been to a real gym! I'm afraid I'll look like an idiot!
I used to be in good shape in HS and played lots of sports and worked out a lot at home.. but I got married and pregnant when I was 16 and have been struggling with my weight for 9 years now. AND my friend who wants to join isn't even big So I'm afraid people will be like "wow, look at that big girl with the skinny girl..." I am just so completely terrified.. Idk what to do...??!!