I am 41 years old and quit smoking a little over 8 months ago. I did nutrisystem for about 3 months and lost 20 pounds. But after going off of it I gained it all back. I have to lose a min of 50pounds. I am so frustrated. I don't have the money to buy expensive equipment. Or join a gym. I do have workout videos and some free weights but I have no idea what to do. Some experts say cardio and some experts say weight resistance. I would love to do a workout video that I could actually finish and not feel like a total fat loser
. I have no support so I am on my own and I am trying to find something I like to do but I am really confused on what that should be. Any suggestions for a absolute beginner would be great. I am trying to focus on not eating junkfood and eat healthier and of course I have to start excersising. Please help 
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