I've been doing ok. I was doing really well last week and then yesterday we had a "goodie day" at work. I thought I was going to be ok but ended up blowing it. Today I wasn't as good as I could've been. I was doing so well. I just have to learn that once I make the comittment that I can't fall off, because it sure is hard getting back on.
This might sound crazy, but I borrowed my sister's digital camera and took one of those goofy pictures of myself holding the camera at arms length. Ohmygosh, I can't tell you how many chins I had.
Wake up call!
Anyway, hope everyone is well. Please come back and chat with me.
I miss you!





I've been trying it on my own, but go Friday for my first class. My A1c was 7.2%, not too bad, but not the 5.5 and 6's that I had been having. My doctor said it's not anything I'm doing or not doing that has my blood sugar running higher, it's just that my pancreas isn't working very good and that I will need more insulin along as time goes by. But I've been frustrated and not in the best mood lately. 

I really do beat myself up way too much. I try and try and it just seems like two steps forward and three steps back.
I would've thought that being diagnosed with diabetes would have done it, whatever it is, but I haven't made any progress. I read and read and read about it and then get scared and think, "OK, this is it, I don't want to develope all the complications from diabetes." And then two hours later I'm eating again. UGGGHHHHHHHH!