manic state....
 

Hi ladies, I am lost today. I know I am cycling right now but I dont' know if this is something that will last or just pass as fast as it came. Today, I feel like I can take on the world. I am ready to get out and look for a job and clean my house and just be out. I am so afraid that tomorrow I will wake up and be in a pity myself state. I have started excercising and loosing weight. I am getting my appearance together. I want to go to work but I just don't know if it would be good for me now or not. My psyc doesn't think I should and that I should wait to see if I get disability but I want out of my house to be part of a work environment again. Oh, what to do.........:dizzy: