Hi, everyone,

I am still here. I read everyone's posts every day, just still really struggling. :cry: Not sure what to do about it, or what triggered it. :?: I am very sensitive to stress---and everything!---and get triggered into anxiety/depression fairly easily. I have called my doc, am contemplating getting a second opinion. Just really struggling and scared about what comes next, what to do......I appreciate all of you so much. It helps to come here and be part of you guys. I hope things calm down here soon. I am doing o.k. with eating, surprisingly enough. I have had a few extra treats, but nothing like I would normally do when this stressed out, so that is good. Even went on a job interview, but didn't get it. I met with our associate pastor this morning, which was a great comfort. I just have to trust that everything will work out. I hope everyone has a good evening.

Just popping in before bed... well not bed yet.. I am making corn bread and when I leave in the morning I am going to run to the ex's house and drop it off as a surprise for him and the kids.. I swear I am still to good to him... ugh

Went for a 1 mile walk when my son came home and while supper was cooking ... I times it perfectly... and Last night I promised my son and the girl next door that we would go to this big park 15 minutes away and they could play.. WELL.. While I stopped at the ex's to ask him something... my son's best friend came home from stop at my apartment.. so I had to be nice and invite him along to.. So I had 2- 6 year olds , 1 5-year old and 1-20 month old on a trip to the park... and then on a trip into the grocery store.. So I am tired now :lol:

SueMarie - I already decided on my walking goal for April... So it will be interesting. Something else to lok forward to :lol:

Hope Everyone has a wonderful night
/hugs
Stephanie