Just not hungry
 

So, I wanted to try not eating to lose weight, I know, dumb, but I felt so bad about myself. Now, I ate things like pickles and lettuce on the first few days and I was very hungry when I went for them, and I found it satisfying. Very satisfying after not eating for a few hours

Fast forward a week and while I'm at school I'll get the slightest bit hungry, eat a pickle, soon any hunger is gone, and my stomach hurts when I'm done school. When I get home, if my mother tries to make me eat it physically hurts and I want to puke. I don't know what I'll do if she asks me if I'm starving myself. It's not like I have a choice now that my innards are in shambles. So far, with exercise every day, I've lost 5 lbs from weighing 287 lbs, I'm down to 282

That's not a healthy way to lose weight. As someone who suffers from a gut dysbiosis along with stomach pain, I can tell you that you need to value your health and lose weight using a healthy method, not the pickle diet.