Jessica - I got a lovely turquoise mazda 2! Very pleased with it, it's so comfy, and the first time I've had working air con in my car! My last car was such an old banger

the sun roof leaked, it ruined all my cds. I'm sad to see it go in the circumstances though.
I've been quite a little insomniac the last 2 nights, but I've come to the conclusion today that I'm very stressed, I just don't realise it. Between my OH's dad being hospitalised last week and starting chemo next week, OH being away a lot, our rabbit's broken foot, car hunting, chasing insurance companies and sorting hire cars, trying to pull my finances together, covering for my boss who's on leave... Plus next week is my last week at my current job, so I'm nervous about my new position and tying up loose ends.
To top it off, I had an appointment with the pain clinic nurse yesterday, who was a little tactless. She told me 'there is a very slim chance your pain will ever go away'. Well put it this way, I can't carry children if my pain doesn't go away, so she just basically announced I can't have kids. But I have spent 7 years visiting specialists who have never said my pain might never go away, so I'm just thinking she doesn't understand my specific condition. But I'm still a bit worried.
Still, my current medication is managing to keep my stress at bay, which can only be good, even if there is no difference to the pain yet. And I'm gradually ticking tasks off. I have the new car sorted, the hire car has gone back. I've finished off two sets of insurance forms, and next week I'll have the job change out the way. My boss returns on Monday too. Plus I'll have a long weekend next weekend!
I am also glad the OHs dad will be starting chemo - we will know how many weeks his treatment will run for, and we will know his schedule so we can plan around when his bad weeks will be. This illness is so horrible, the not knowing and not being able to plan. I like planning things out and having notice about things, but it's been taken away in one nasty swoop...
Well I'm sorry for the long post, but I think I needed to get it off my chest! The OH can only handle so much of other people's problems right now, and unfortunatelt I'm used to relying on him!