Alright guys. This is where I bare my soul.
My biggest emotional issue is anxiety. Especially getting sick, specifically stomach sick. As a result, I have always been super super anxious about food going bad. Seriously. I can't eat it if I think it is the least bit imperfect. It is ridiculous. I LOVE fresh foods, but it is so hard to bring them home. Because if I don't eat them RIGHT THEN, I freak out. I will forget about them and get anxious and throw it out. I do the same thing with leftovers. I can't stand it because I feel like everything is bad. If it looks bad, I don't eat it. Problem is, I can't actually tell when something LOOKS BAD. Small, minor imperfects will get me on a bad day. My anxiety causes me to much prefer processed foods with preservatives, even though I actually PREFER fresh, whole foods, but it causes my anxiety to flare up too much. I also have just as much trouble cooking fresh foods. I always feel like I never get it done enough.
This particular anxiety is probably my biggest dieting obstacle.