hi I'm new here, and I'm very unhappy. I am disgusted with my body and depressed. I think the anti depressants are making me keep on weight or the birth control. but I just truly hate my body and i hate food. I don't look good in anything i wear so i always wear big hoodies. I'm driving my fiance crazy, everytime I call myself fat we end up fighting. he tells me I'm beautiful and healthy but I have a hard time believing it. sorry I am no good with words, and I'm probably being annoying but there is no one I can go to about this anymore. they have heard enough and think i just want attention. sorry again. I'm just venting and getting it all out.

Hi and Welcome!! Do you have a plan that you are going to use to turn your plans for weight loss into your reality - calorie counting or another option? Is there a way to turn your frustration/hate for your situation now with your body into something positive? What we hate, we don't take care of - and you don't want to set yourself up to not succeed. I think those around us sometimes DO get tired of us critiquing ourselves out loud... frustrating for both us and them.

Good luck in your weight loss journey - maybe start seeking out the healthy food and let that edge out anything that might be less nutritious for you if you're still working on the "how" ... Take care of yourself!