Two months later I check in....gah atleast I am steady at checking in every two months!!
Things have been crazy here with the church, homeschooling, also have a few in christian school, volunteering at the school...etc. I just got a part time job at the gym which comes with free membership!! YAAAA! I haven't been in a gym since April before we moved here!
I have majorly went up in weight...not back at where I started like 2 years ago but close. DEPRESSING. I am down to two pairs of jeans and they hurt when I put them on...most of my dress clothes dont fit. I cant and wont go buy bigger stuff. But i hate walking around in a tshirt (you know as a pastors wife i should atleast look decent and not and raggy old tshirts I have had for years)
I just cant seem to get the will power to control the food..its just coming sooo slowly! I haven't had soda in 3 days and plan on keeping it that way.... I have gotten back into the water. I think I am stressing and not realizing it because my dyslexia kicked back in.
My oldest is turning 10 and he is adhd and on meds and he gets so cranky sometimes and just miserable. I feel bad but he is always doing something to get in trouble or hurt someone (just the fighting stuff and ends up getting to rough). I don't know what else to do for him I don't want him to feel like he cant do anything right. I understand he is probably just going through a stage but still....
Anyways thats about it!! Sorry it took so long to get back here! I feel bad I have been forgetting to reply to people or text people so I feel like I am slippin!! LOL