ive decided myself that i dont wanna be on the anti depressants anymore. I did talk to my doc, and she talked about weaning me off slowly and at the same time, introducing PAXIL to the equation and trying to get up to full dose on that ASAP! After doing VERY LITTLE research i found PAXIL is like the #1 offender for weight gain--> NO THANK YOU. Didnt even pick up the precription. More background below for your reading enjoyment, BTW

SO, my Question, for those of you who gained on antidepressants, how long were you off them before you actually started to see the scale move again?
Now, currently am on EFFEXOR and ZOLOFT. i BLAME BLAME BLAME the Effexor for the approx 15 pounds i have put on since Oct/Nov 2011 (about4-5 months ago). Ive been on the soloft for a year and didnt notice MUCH weight change. I feel like my depression itself is lifting, and at this point, the WEIGHT GAIN IS CAUSING THE DEPRESSION.
Anyone ever had one of those "closet meltdowns??!"
Im standing in my closet this weekend, desperately trying to find SOMETHING to wear and im in tears, paniced,angry and hopeless. Literally 95% of my clothes dont fit anymore.... Like buttoms popping, seams ripping kinda thing, not just "a little tight". Anyway, i had a complete meltdown and couldnt find a thing to wear. I was completely overwhelmed with feelings of loathing and self hatred and hopelessness. Ended up putting on the same ol, same ol--> that onyl pair of jeans that fits, but looks like S**t, and the same hoodie, etc. FRUMP CITY. WHen i hate myself, it effects EVERY ASPECT of my life, and im sure so many of you can identify.
Anyway, im blaming the EFFEXOR for the gain, and the inability to lose the weight. Ive been tapering for 2-3 weeks, and the last two days havent taken a dose at all... the zoloft im down to a half-pill and should stop that one soon too.
It might be placebo, but this week, ive already felt *better*
As in, more like myself than i have since my depression originally hit a year ago! Since the Effexor ive become so anti-social, and withdrawn. I dont enjoy doing things i used top, no motivation for ANYTHING, ZERO libido, you get the idea......SO, back to my Question, for those of you who gained on antidepressants, how long were you off them before you actually started to see the scale move again?I worked SO HARD for a year to lose all my weight (er, actually my whole adulthood for that mtter) and to see it pile back on, with no control to stop it........ it KILLED ME, ya know?
Input on personall experiences much appreciated
Its amazing how different medications affect us all, isnt it?




