Well I fell off the wagon about 10 months ago and although I have tried numerous times to get back on I just cant seem to get with it! I have gained back 37 of the 68 pounds I lost and I just feel so hopeless! When I started losing the weight I had just ended an awful relationship and finally found the right medications to treat my anxiety and depression. I had this unbelievable self motivation to lose weight and excersise. I was a workout fiend and getting to my goal weight was the most important thing in my life.
Then things slowly began to slip and now I can't even motivate myself to get into the gym. I hate the way I feel and I hate the way other people are treating me. I know that some of this is paranoi from the depression but seriously I hate the way people treat fat people. When I started losing weight everyone was my best friend. Cheering me on, telling me how good I looked, blah blah blah. Now I feel like they look down on me, look at me like I am a failure. I am sure some of this is self projecting but seriously I really do feel like people treat me differently. Does anyone else feel this way or maybe its time to tweek my medications??