I just hit a brick wall!!

  • I have just hit a time when I feel soo depressed I really feel tired and hopeless. I am well aware of how depression can affect my way of thinking and at my worst I just don't trust anyone. Why would anyone want to bother to write to me, I'm just an old and decrepid person who can barely walk and I moan about my painful back and often wish I wasn't here! Pain everyday, and not knowing one day to the next whether I will be able to go about my ordinary life just being able to get up and make a cup of tea without crying out in pain. Don't talk to me about medication - either I will be like a zombie hardly able to keep my eyes open for 10 minutes at a time or I have to face things as they are and put up with bread and cheese 24/7. Expect there are plenty of people in the world who would be grateful for that. Don't know what to do with myself. After all the "good" advice I have tried to impart to others I am now a complete and hopeless failure and have binged somewhat for the last 24hours.
    At this point I have to stop making any further posts as I shall start putting things that are not really proper things to divulge.
  • Hey Girl..

    Well it sounds like you could use some support, some chicks that can really lift your spirits and/or just listen to you. I would suggest posting on the monthly chat thread here and getting to know some of the ladies who struggle every day. http://www.3fatchicks.com/forum/depr...nter-chat.html

    Hope to see you there