Hi...I'm Autumn.
I'm sixteen years old, in a small town.
I come from a long line of heavier people, however in my immeadiate family. I am the largest of three children. While my younger brother doesn't say much, my sister(Who is thirteen and about 120, which is ideal) continuously shoves it in my face that I am fat.
I have a boyfriend, who used to weigh close to 300, but you could never tell...Now, he's 6'0 and 155. A whole fifty pounds less then myself. Everytime I look at him, my heart breaks, because now, I feel...inadequate for him. Everytime we go out, I feel that everyone who looks at us is asking "Why is he, with her?"
Prom is this year, and I don't want to be fat for prom...I don't want to be one of those girls, who no guys even bother to look at(My boyfriend isn't going with me to prom)
But no matter how hard I try...I can't do it. I know it's because I'm lazy, but I simply don't have the energy. I go to school from 7 - 2, and work from 2 30 - 6, then I come home and do homework, and spend time with my boyfriend...I'm exhausted. I try to eat right, but...in a house of nearly eight people, food goes fast, leaving junk food...I just get no support from home, and was hoping to find some here...maybe some tips...maybe just friends to help.
Thank you for reading this, and thank you, 3FC, for creating a place like this, for people like me.
God, bless you all.