I was on Welbutrin XL. It has less sexual side effects and a few other perks. I could not believe the difference in myself after about 2 weeks! I was sleeping 22 hours out of the day and didn't care about ANYTHING! I got on it and whew-- two weeks later I got up at 8am and went to bed at like 12am. It was an amazing transformation. I did not have any suicidal thoughts although sometimes I felt really really guilty and cried over the smallest things but I think that was a mixture of PMS and depression. I am now on Welbutrin SR which I don't think works as well but works enough, and is cheaper so that's why I'm on it. It's hard to pay for with no health insurance! One complaint I have is that I went from taking 150mg once a day to now I take 300mg once a day, but this might have something to do with BiPolar disorder running rampant through my family (mom, great-grandmother, aunts ect) sooo I'm pretty much doomed! I have tried other kinds but welbutrin xl seems to be the best one for me and luckily they have now come out with a generic brand, which they didn't have for a long time, btw i've been on it since 2003, and the generic is MUCH MUCH cheaper than the name brand. Use to pay 160 a month now paying 60 a month. Use to pay 40 for three months when i had insurance!
oh those were the days! I hope everything works out for you and I hope you get all the great benefits that I did from taking it. I'll tell ya, at first i was in denial that i was depressed. I thought, no way would i ever take a pill, i'm only a bit down, but then i started failing out of college b/c i just did NOT care about anything, didn't eat or drink, shower, only got up for the bathroom...finally i talked to my doctor about the effects of depression and when she started explaining some of the signs i started sobbing in the office... well that sealed the deal for me... she knew and the secret was out. She convinced me to try them for at least a month and if they didnt help I could stop taking them... well of course she was right! So again, best of luck with your journey back to normal life!! And hopefully it's not too soon but Welcome back to normal life!!