Hello again. I hope you all are having a great day. I'm in Northern Idaho, and it's chilly, windy, and rainy here today. I wish I was at home and not at work. This is a perfect day to just watch movies. They're usually somewhat lame, but I do like to watch Lifetime TV movies (just for women). But then my husband is home with a cold, so I'd probably end up watching hunting videos.

They are good to sleep to though. The speaker is usually speaking really softly, and then there's nature sounds all around.
Congratulations Heather on the weight loss so far.

It looks like you've been working hard. I fell off the wagon a while back. Then the wagon backed up and ran over me, and then went to go forward again, and ran me down a second time. I'm trying to get back on now, but the dang thing won't slow down. I'm currently like one of those stunt men that are hanging on to the back of the wagon as they're being dragged along behind it. I'm not letting go, but I'm not exactly on top of it either. I'll get there though.
Do any of you watch the Biggest Loser? I try to get inspiration from them. I could handle going to a ranch like that for a few weeks. However, my problem isn't that I don't know what I should and shouldn't eat, or that I should exercise. I just eat too many cookies and such. I just need to work on my mindset of thinking things like, "I've had a bad day. I deserve these 2 (or 3 or 4 or 5...) cookies." Or, "I'll have this cookie, and start over again tomorrow." The thing is, if I can go for an entire week without eating anything I shouldn't, then I'm fine. The cravings stop, and my willpower strengthens. But if I have one bite of something bad, then it's all over and I have to start over again. That's where I am now. It's just day-by-day, I guess. The upcoming holidays won't help though.
Don't worry. I'm not usually this chatty.

I'm just sort of venting, and getting to know you and letting you know me. Thanks for listening.