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whenever I try to explain my panic-inducing fears, I always seem to end the tale with "I didn't say it was a rational fear!"
Hee! I'm another one with irrational fears; I live in the smallest, safest town ever, and I'm totally afraid of being mugged. My weirdest? I'm afraid of going down hills. I don't like driving, biking, walking, or riding a horse down hills. Which is great, considering I live in the freakin' mountains! I'm totally terrified the car/bike/horse is going to lose control and crash.
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I don't run old conversations thru my head ...
I do that still. Even though my panic attacks, etc are practically gone, I still have some social anxiety where I dread meeting new people and run old/unpleasant conversations over and over again in my head. Huh.