Okay, so I've been on Zyprexa for a little over three weeks now. I was on it a couple of months ago, but stopped because I started gaining weight. Well, this time was different because my psych put me on Topomax to dispel the weight gain side effect of the Zyprexa. Well, the Topomax didn't work out for me. I was so weak and tired that I couldn't even finish a 40 minute workout that I was able to do with ease the week before. So, I decided to stay on the Zyprexa anyway.
Then, the dreaded cravings started. I would pound down dinner only to be craving MORE when I was finished. I couldn't stop the cravings for sweets. I wanted ice cream, chocolate, candy. It was like everything that I had worked so hard for...my lifestyle change....was going down the drain. I started reading about Zyprexa and learned that it can cause diabetes, life-threatening diabetes, and it makes your cholesterol go WAY up which can cause heart disease. Why would I want to stay on a drug that would make me the way I was before I started losing weight? Well, I was a mess. Completely depressed and obsessing about getting off this drug. I couldn't stop eating and had gained about 6 pounds. NOT GOOD.
Well, I saw my psych on Friday. He wasn't happy about taking me off of the Zyprexa, but he did because, in his words, I wanted to "risk it". I did a lot of research on Geodon and found that it had the same GOOD effects as Zyprexa without the bad side effects.
So, now I'm slowly going off of the Zyprexa and slowly increasing the Geodon. In two weeks, I'll be Zyprexa free. The cravings are still bad. I'm trying to put them to the back of my mind, but I have been overeating. I can't take it anymore! I can't wait to get this awful drug out of my system.

drugs!
