Marriage ain't no picnic but when you say forever, you should mean forever.
Let me make this clear...I do love my husband...i just hate his stupid addictive ways and lazy attitude when it comes to household stuff. There are worse things he could be...thankfully he's not. I've already had to live through bad stuff once....and I was a kid then. Now I'm grown enough to know better, and know how to handle some things.
I don't have time for al-anon. I have enough trouble tryin to keep myself gettin school assignments done and whatever other crapola that comes along....not counting this miserable job. But doing the school thing can help me get out of that situation right there. I just keep plugging away. Wish i could make the scale go in the right direction though. The walking after work helps a little to relieve some stress. I just can't workout with him in there smoking. Makes Friday nights a royal PITA cuz he wants to sit in there and drink and smoke. Wish he'd do something about it. i can't make the decisions for him. he has to want that himself.
I'm gonna have to see that kid again tomorrow night. I won't be in the mood for him I know that much. Last week his mom said "Amy will help you with your homework" at rehearsal. nope, she didn't ask me to...just told him that I'd do it. Yeah, I want to help this kid with his homework...just so she can go nap because she can't sleep with noise and she hadn't slept and still had to go to work. I didn't get home til 10 because i was helping him, and i still had my own stuff to do. I'm not staying to help him anymore. not after the way he acted saturday.
I will gladly take the cyber hugs though

Those are always nice!! I'm gonna do my best to stick to weed as much as possible. i have most of my dinner from last night in a box in the fridge for dinner tonight. but i'll get two workouts in today.