I just hate to see that I've gained. I've been so depressed for the past two days. Crying at the drop of a hat. Getting mad at everything. PMS maybe. I AM CRAVING SALTY FOODS AND CANDY!! I don't get PMS that often cause my period is as messed up as my eating habits. Why can't I stick to a healthy eating plan!!??! I'm not giving up, I'm going to start keeping a food journal, maybe that will help.
I need to focus on the positive. So what if I'm up a few pounds. I've gained strength, muscle, I walk faster, I've been happier except for the past two days and I can ride 10 miles in 35 minutes on the bike. And my pants are falling off of me. I gotta focus on the food, I gotta start eating better. I'm not weighing myself for two weeks. It will go down sooner or later. OH yea and another great thing, I can hardly eat like I use to, I went out to dinner with my boyfriend last night, instead of getting something fried I got lomein with broccoli and I could barely finish 1/4 of it. Last month I could finish the entire plate. And it's at least 2 pounds of food if not more.
HAPPY THOUGHTS FROM HERE ON OUT! JUST NEEDED TO GET IT OUT!


Sometimes we think we're eating well, but when we start adding up the calories we realize, "YIKES! I ate 3000 "good" calories today!" 
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