Hi, princess. I too kept my weight down until recently. I had my second son when I was 36 and at that time I was sooooooooo heavy, went on Zoloft and got even heavier. Since then I have never seen less than 151 pounds, but the average has been 165-170 pounds. Right now I'm pregnant again, 15 weeks, and am 175 pounds.
I can't stand it. I'm the biggest cow ever. I know how you feel. I wonder why it is that we can keep our weight down until a certain point and then everything goes haywire? Not that our eating before was healthy, but you know what I mean.
I'm so glad you're on the forum. I think you have a lot of very wonderful things to say. I hope you have a really nice holiday. Let's all stick together in the coming year and I think we might finally start seeing some changes in how we deal with food.