3 Fat Chicks on a Diet Weight Loss Community

HI everyone I'm new here, I just found forums and love them, because I don't get out of the house much (it takes me 2 hours to find clothes to go out and usually they are sweats and a sweatshirt) I've never been on an eating disorder support forum. But anyways I have an ED, seems like most people around here have COE or B/P, I've had an eating disorder since I was 13, Bulimia with Anorexic features, Almost a year ago I was diagnosed with Anorexia with Bulimic features, I've done it all, been in a hospital for a month, gained weight, got monitered by the food police and became a closet B/P er again when I did eat, I gained about 30 lbs in recovery(my lowest was 90 at 5'4"), and I can say I've stopped all my behaviors but my ED voice is still there, I'm trying to lose some recovery weight with the SBD, I've lost about 7 lbs, and have gotten very obbsessed about this diet... Oh well, I don't know thats me to let you all know. :^: