So, I'm really in a funk and wondering if anyone out there can relate to this:
I'm a binge-eater and consequently, my weight throughout the years has really fluctuated -- from 125 - 180. In other words, it makes a big difference in my appearance. Right now, I am heavy BUT I put a LOT of weight on in the last year. Now that I have to see relatives over the holidays I am so embarrassed. In fact, I recently saw relatives I just saw in July and even since then I've packed on 20 lbs! It's SO humiliating and makes me realize how much I want to stop this fluctuation in weight. I look like a totally different person and I'm sick of the dread of having to see people I haven't seen since I was thin. It's awful. Just needed to vent and see if anyone else has been in this situation or could offer words of support.