
For me, I initially started with make up from ebay! I became obsessed with youtube make up videos. I watched them constantly (when I gain weight i tend not to wear make up) before bed, on the bus, in the evenings etc (first food replacement) then i started buying make up from ebay and strawberrynet (second food replacement) and I bought everything, from primers, to eye shadows (120 colour eye shadow which I dont wear) then when I started to lose weight it became clothes and shoes.
has anyone else done this? So even though I dont spend money on junk food (and I used to spend so much money on junk food and eating out!!) I dont see any financial benefits really, because I now spend in on clothes and make up. I guess in a way it is an easier way of dealiing with my food addiction as looking at these things kind of calms my head and make me not want to eat (or at least stops me eating badly) but then I worry that I am not dealing with underlying issues. Like I am stress/emotional eater. My job at the moment is very stressful and I used to come home and eat chocolate or eat chocolate during the day and it would calm me (before self loathing hit) but now there is nothing that gives me the same level of satisfaction. To be honest not even clothes and make up give me the same feeling of calmness food did but at least its something.
So to all of you who have your binging eating under control (or almost under control, or working on it) what is your replacement addiction?


