I ate breakfast at 9:00 and was nicely full from it after. It had plenty of fiber, protein, fat and volume. I followed it with a nice big glass of water and some hot tea.
It's only been an hour and a half and my mind is telling me that I'm hungry. I KNOW I'm not. We've had some tension the last 2 days at work between me and one of my employees so I'm 99% sure I'm looking to stress eat. I won't do it. I can't. This is day 9 binge-free and it feels so great. It's just so frustrating to hear two voices in my head - one saying "I'm hungry" and the other saying "no, you're not."
I've mentioned that I made myself a bracelet last week that is to serve as a reminder of my goals and it really has been helping. Pretty much anytime I catch a glimpse of it my mind automatically says "that means you wait", meaning, wait until the next scheduled meal. So that HAS been helpful.
My lunch is scheduled for 12:30 because 3.5 hours is a perfectly reasonable amount of time to wait. AND, the breakfast I had this morning is the same I've been eating for the last week and I KNOW it's filling. The only difference is that for some reason I woke up at 4:30 this morning, so from that angle, I've been up longer than usual and thus more time to get hungry.
Anyway, I'm just rambling now. I know you guys understand these feelings/thoughts. A few weeks ago I conciously stress-ate (like, actually said it to myself as I was doing it yet kept doing it), so I need to be stronger this time and NOT do it. Thanks for listening.


Anyway, I feel like I kicked a few rocks over the edge yesterday but didn't jump off feet first like I normally would, so I feel good about that.