Still at 148. Still adhering to the diet. I am occasionally frustrated and can hear the candy bar singing in the refrigerator. Well, maybe some other time...
Do we get a new challenge?
day 5. i was so mad today because the girl who was supposed to sell me elliptical suddenly decided that she is going to sell it to someone else. and i was so looking forward to it. then i found another one even cheaper but it's not near me and i don't have a car to bring it home. so i found another one, but i'm not sure if it's any good and the man told me that he will bring it to me this week. i really hope that he doesn't fail on me. that always happens to me. people always cancel on me the last minute, after i already immagine everything in my head and then it doesn't come true. i hate that and that is why i'm always so pesimistic.
so after she called me i overate on the cookies while watching tv and i don't know how many have i eaten but they were small cookies. now i have so much to study and am affraid that i will go back to binging due to stress and school.
